Your Ring

Your ring arrived today. The custom designed Stella St. Clair ring, that I will wear everyday in your memory and your honor. I don't get my baby girl, so I get a ring instead. Sounds pitiful and sad. It is. But, it is also beautiful and perfect, just like you. We cried when I got it, we do that a lot. But it just means so much to us since we designed it to specifically memorialize you. Our world. I have your daddy to thank for this special tribute to you. He insisted : )

It's a precious topaz, your birthstone. November. There are 6 baguette diamonds for your birthday, the 6th. And my favorite part… 38 little round diamonds to represent the 38 blissful weeks you were alive, here on earth with us. Safe and sound in my belly. It's hard to believe that just 18 weeks ago you were still alive in my belly. I would give anything in this world to feel those moments with you again. 

Instead, you'll be with me all day, everyday, on my hand and in my heart. Forever.