Your daddy's birthday

It's not happy, but it is your daddy's birthday. His 29th birthday. We get to say goodbye to his 28th year and hello to his 29th. Kind of like the new year, it's bittersweet. You were created, you lived, and you went to Heaven that year. But this birthday, your daddy just misses you. He doesn't want a birthday, he wants his baby girl. You were supposed to be here celebrating with us. So while there is no celebration here on earth for your daddy, blow him a kiss from Heaven and make him feel yours and Gods unending love. 

I hope and pray for your daddy's 29th year to be one of his best yet. I pray that with your help we continue to heal together, work through the loss of you together, and grow stronger to grow our family. 

I'm saddened that this birthday can't be a happy one for your daddy. But I promise I will spend the rest of my life trying to make the remainder of his birthdays better. He deserves to be happy again and I ask for your help to be strong enough to bring him that happiness again. 

I love you and your daddy more than anything in this world.



Below you and your daddy's first trip to the Grand Canyon this summer. 21 weeks pregnant. You both loved it. Now we know you can see it all day, everyday. Lucky you.

How adorable would you have looked in this onesie for your daddy. Maybe you're wearing it in Heaven today for his birthday. (With a big green bow, of course).