7 months

It's hard to believe you should be 7 months old. And instead I'm 3 months pregnant. How fun and crazy would life be if you were here, 7 months old, AND I was 3 months pregnant. Now that would have been special.

I do hope you have enjoyed your 7 months in Heaven, baby girl. You sure have been busy up there by helping us down here. You have graced us with as much strength as you can, the strength to get up and live each day, while learning to live without you, and loving each other more than we thought possible. You have given us the ability to know how precious this life is, and that since tomorrow isn't guaranteed, to live for today. You have given us the guidance to keep believing, believing in God and better days to come. And best of all, you have blessed us with your baby sibling on the way. Thank you, baby Stella. Thank you for all your hard work these past 7 months in answering our many endless prayers.

As we continue to pray to you, we pray you give us the strength, courage, and peace to handle and embrace whatever is headed our way in the coming weeks, and hopefully months. We love you baby Stella St. Clair and we miss you just as much today as we did the day we lost you.