It's Wednesday again

11 weeks ago today Heaven gained the most beautiful baby angel. You're welcome God. We'll never understand why you needed OUR baby girl…other than she was obviously perfect. And we do sincerely hope you are enjoying her, since we can't.  Not a single minute of a single day in the last 11 weeks has gone by that our hearts have not ached for you baby Stella. Unfortunately, the days and weeks just keep passing and we are getting farther and farther from the day we met you, and the 3 short days we got to spend with you. Not enough time. There never could have been enough time. We could have held you forever. I play the events of Wednesday, November 6th in my head on repeat every single night, until my brain and heart can't handle it anymore, and I finally fall asleep. We'll miss you forever, baby girl.