One year ago today, I was 7 weeks and 2 days pregnant. On April 2nd, 2013 your daddy and I saw you and your heart beating for the first time at our first ultrasound. Little did we know, we would see and hear your heartbeat for the following 31 weeks. And then, then… 22 weeks and 1 day ago, we saw and heard your heartbeat for the last time, ever. Because 22 weeks ago, it stopped. Your precious little heart just stopped beating. Why? We'll never know why. And we ask ourselves everyday. Why our baby? Why our Stella? It's just as hard to believe today, as it was 22 Wednesday's ago. You were here and then you were gone. Not a single second, of a single day has gone by that we haven't missed you beyond belief.
I impatiently wait for the day I can see and hear your heart beat again. We love you, Stella St. Clair.
This is the story of a mom trying to survive without her perfect, precious, stillborn daughter. We will never forget you, Stella St. Clair. If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.
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